(N)Amie

Written Creations | August 16th, 2010

Having attended a One Taste creative writing workshop hosted by the amazing poet/spoken-word artist Polarbear i have finally finished what we begun, many thanks for the insight, found a new angle on this piece; much more character based.

Amie,

never really liked her name,

that’s why she made them up,

and so they often changed.

Coffee, the girls and laughing,

causing her voice to rise in pitch.

Who’s been sleeping with who

and she’s a fucking bitch,

but quickly then to serious

as in the flicking of a switch

a defence mechanism long established

the girls knew her nervous twitch.

“That’s it I’m going to tell him,

right to his fucking face”

and realising their protestations

would have just of been a waste,

they wished her good luck

and much love always,

pleading she’d take care

and a promise to stay safe.

Sarah,

took the seat at the back

as had become her custom,

twirling wisps of hair jet black

gazing blankly out the window,

and in this time her mind relapsed

to a memory all but distant,

defining when times had just changed

the stopping in an instant,

of a soundtrack composed with screams,

playing for as long as could be remembered,

and now it was the silence

on which her attention centred,

disturbing was this experience anew

for it meant that they had ended,

and so she wished for familiar sounds

no matter how unpleasant.

Jane,

Awoke from her dreaming

and brushed her arms to warm the skin,

stepping from the bus into the cool night

she felt the scars adorning them,

souvenirs collected during their arguments,

and when all seemed lost, including herself,

reality came cutting in.

The streets she had stomped

bearing uncanny resemblance

to the child they had raised,

before having been forsaken

a quite unique situation

that come their separation,

neither had laid claim, 

no contestation,

of custodial rights

each to the other willing

to offer the child,

an unclaimed prize

after the carnivals left town,

a charity shop hand-me-down,

a little girl in lost and found.

Emma,

Stood outside

her father’s door,

Now I’m going to give him what for,

She assured

and reassured herself,

a mind full of words that would surely hit,

On bated breath

with clenching  fist,

a comeuppance served long overdue,

it surely was time that he knew,

the pain, the hate

held by his only child,

as she had suffered all this time,

how satisfying be the imminent demise,

to relinquish what was held inside,

a torrent of venom

as poisonous the snake bites,

for which she was now infamous

as she had bit before,

leaving Adam damned for evermore

Claire,

turned,

heading back down the path,

having danced once again

her favourite dance,

she sparked her lighter

and stared into the flame,

a realization bright

it was always the same,

every time that she came,

she’d make it to the door,

turn,

burn

and inhale,

curse beneath her breath,

then be on her way,

I guess this singular constant in life

helped to keep her sane,

when the only thing she had control over,

was the choosing of her name.

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